Life update and logs from the end of Sep to October

★ 18 October 2025

This day might have been the worst day. I almost experienced a near-death experience, being criticized by my dad. I can sense a feel that I need to learn a lesson from this story. The first red flag is that I could have called my dad at noon and gone home right away or said that I received a message about class cancellation in the class group chat at 6:35, in the morning and told my dad. The second red flag is that when the class ended, I told the teacher that I would stay, and the teacher said that she would leave first. At that time, I could have asked the security guard or the teacher for guidance since it was raining heavily. The third red flag is that I suspected something bad would happen, but I didn’t expect it to flood like this today. The common point and summary is that I had many chances to fix things but in the end, I wasn’t proactive and was passive in my thinking. I think that I might be stupid. I’ve been too carefree, indecisive, and awkwardly sensitive. Sometimes, I can be too cringe about myself like those napping moments. If I’m too busy in my thoughts, I could distance myself from reality and the present moments

This is actually what I wrote after the incidents have settle down. Now, rethinking about it, I've no thoughts so far and state it as one of the wildest day ever

And this is what I wrote before the incidents (I'm surprised by how swell it was before that o_O)

25/9 I'm trying to regain my memories on what has happened these past weeks. As I'm regaining, today I have a conversation about food with a classmate. We list all of the delicious Vietnamese culinary and some specialty. A primary example is fishcake. I ate fishcake before, it is delicious 28/9 Nothing special but it is the weekends, I get to spend more time on myself. But then again, I got distracted, ended up watching Youtube videos, which makes me procrastinate and regret later on *sad face emoji*

Nothing big is going on so far, but by the end of the month and at the start of November I gonna have a mid semester and final of semester exam. Quite dauting right? So I think I won't update on my Weird Web October much, only DO it when I've some creative juice flowing. Plus, I mentioned that I would spend around 3 months for myself (and mostly for improving) so yipeeeee, less overwhelming to constantly update the site..

End note

These days have been great so far, no more floods or storms. The weather is nice and I get to eat delicious food too. It's about to get cold soon so I can't wait to dress warmly. Winter, here I comeeee!

Aside from that, class went well. My classmates are pretty friendly and we helping each other out. Of course I don't support cheating in exams but it's way better than highschool and a whole new experience